mmmm....pie....

Thanks cw --- yes, RAW nearly always has an interesting take on AC. This looks (in part) like a recontextualisation of the original AC conundrum of who gets to be entitled to scoff the last (piece of) orange, but with using different short-supply foodstuffs.

Norma N Joy Conquest

Norma
This looks (in part) like a recontextualisation of the original AC conundrum of who gets to be entitled to scoff the last (piece of) orange, but with using different short-supply foodstuffs.

or last beer or last bong or last pipe

conclusion on that one..don't have any addictions and you don't care if something is the last --- gosh for a flighty horse I can be quite sane sometimes. now to blow that out of the water

do what thou will link where organism and environment cease to exist as separate units and become part of a synergetic Whole.

I go fishing those judges jump out leaving a mess of thought

result fishing is a mess and things go terribly wrong all over and i get tossed back old lines and hooks

the river tides are going two ways at once this is not right the grass is acting weird and also hampering my fishing

reading above my mind is a mess with conundrums so my environment is a mess
emerging conclusion question do i possibly have such an effect on all around me *reads answer to norma in part one

further realisation I am so horny it's all pulsing .. not going to debate that I will get a headache and still be horny

and that is where I am at.

Peg: and that is where I am at.

Actually, you appear to be in a constant I AM IMPORTANT mode. Your inability to control your reproductive system has no bearing on RAW. Please stick to the point and try to set your own dear personal self aside.

@Pegasus :

As briefly as possible:

or last beer or last bong or last pipe
Do you notice a common theme between these things? In terms of associations, these are stimulants, those are foodstuff. And there's a difference in the hierarchy of needs between something you (anyone) may need to survive and something you might just be craving as a chemical feelgood input.

"organism and environment cease to exist as separate units and become part of a synergetic Whole."
Yes, as mentioned: as above, so below as the first Hermetic axiom has it.

result fishing is a mess and things go terribly wrong all over and i get
Have you ever considered the possibility that what it is you get may be manifestations of your repressed anger back at you --- e.g. your fishing trip ended up with having accidents, getting entangled and tripped up and bitten by animals?

reading above my mind is a mess with conundrums so my environment is a mess
Like people who say a cluttered room is the outward sign of an untidy mind... (Though as a denizen of clutter myself I'm not sure that I fully agree with that particular analogy!....)

emerging conclusion question do i possibly have such an effect on all around me *reads answer to norma in part one
Part one of what, here in this thread?

and that is where I am at.
Please don't take this the wrong way (i.e. as a perceived deliberate slight or insult) but have you ever been diagnosed with bipolar condition (was formerly known as manic depression)?

N Joy

first time i went fishing i flung the line to the right pulled it out and there was nothin on it, so i flung it to the left and pulled it out and nothin on it, so thought i’d fling it farther out and got all wound up and tangled; then i looked around and all the people with fish in their buckets were for the most part still .

to quote dearest Shiva
Peg: and that is where I am at.
Actually, you appear to be in a constant I AM IMPORTANT mode. Your inability to control your reproductive system has no bearing on RAW. Please stick to the point and try to set your own dear personal self aside.

which one? my left right or middle? ..but seriously... Alas, it is all about me.
All of me and coming to terms with that and keeping my ego in check is all good, it's actually exciting .. the half knowing and the pieces to know ... sometimes 51 years of preparation can lead to a point where it is just the right time just the right place and at the point just the right person .... the ego that is left is there for a reason you could call it one of my judges .. only needed when its needed there for both Ron and Justin .. later on and justin case .. also Im still horny

to Quote Norman Conquest
Do you notice a common theme between these things? In terms of associations, these are stimulants, those are foodstuff. And there’s a difference in the hierarchy of needs between something you (anyone) may need to survive and something you might just be craving as a chemical feelgood input.

yes I did and that has been a ponderance. To throw Aleister in as an example and I am sure he doesn't mind .. aleister used heroin according to his diaries and books.....on the surface of thought is the famous lady heroin poem but now over last few days of wondering so many wonders perhaps all was not how it seemed, Bennett said, I think it was him that they both could take heaps more than the average Joe and not feel a thing. I comprehend that now... also I see it with stimulants where I cannot understand this one track lust for it.. party fine, use it to clean up and refine fine, if is needed for survival fine but to sell your soul with greed for it.. that's a loss of self and using it to run and hide from self and not face demons I have found that such substances can be used by wicked people to control and act like puppetmasters. That was a sweet 16 lesson a long long long time ago .. cindy was her name .. I did it with weed for many years but then could instantly drop it when the lyon king wasn't around so thought is ... was it me or was it power of suggestion hmmm

result fishing is a mess and things go terribly wrong all over and i get
Have you ever considered the possibility that what it is you get may be manifestations of your repressed anger back at you — e.g. your fishing trip ended up with having accidents, getting entangled and tripped up and bitten by animals?

the accident was own fault through fear and also those conundrums or should I or shouldnt I fish. It happened when I caught a pest toad fish and I tried to throw him back... then I chopped the head of the prettiest fish in the river but apparently painful as if you get spiked .. called a happy moment.. found this little bright green sack in his had and showed kira the weird little thing ...both kiralea and I felt instantly faint... The lyon king said they are good to eat but Im sorta might give it to the dog and avoid that one ...the bug bite ? well that depends what the bug was and why it was biting.. the day before a midgie or a mossie couldnt land on to bite so said bug gave me a horrid reaction of my antibodies .. so thankful for them ..least I wont get malaria not with the quinine swimming in my system oh and I dont ever repress anger If I am angry everyone knows I don't hide my emotions ..childish of me I know but its me hmm quinine equinine figures why I love it..but got to have gin and lime with it... ooh its horseys birthday in two days .. I miss my mr beanz hope he is going great ah Cathy birthday tomorrow ..sad day my butterfly.. explains the pegasus "Who youd be today" Kenny Chesney that's what makes me cry. killed the day I offered to be her surrogate. Imma going to be angry when I find out who ..oh wow I already know thoth showed me it was the piscesman himself? wow one more reason... I can forgive cancerman I can forgive ariesman and capricornman but not piscesman with the current he bought in on giotto .. radiotech my ass and the children ... oh angry but Its not repressed cos I don't have to do anything the karma mirror is a funny thing

Like people who say a cluttered room is the outward sign of an untidy mind… (Though as a denizen of clutter myself I’m not sure that I fully agree with that particular analogy!….)

Im just lazy and have better things to do. I don't call it housework I call it processing because just as soon as all is processed you have to start all over again.. and that bores me I create and wish to move on to something new to learn or create. In last months my life has been reduced to my sanctuary. Every morning I roll my mat up fold my blankets sweep the floor, clean and tidy my desk and every few days or more if its needed I wash my crystals and meaningful things.. floor gets swept a few times each day and especially before I reset my system to play with new moves on those days the floor I am using gets scrubbed with metho....so I think I was trying to be too much to too many people for way too long.

Please don’t take this the wrong way (i.e. as a perceived deliberate slight or insult) but have you ever been diagnosed with bipolar condition (was formerly known as manic depression)?

no and I have avoided the autistic diagnosis as well because I don't like labels even though the autism one fits nice people just don't view autism like I do as a gift from the gods to humanity web archive has my site archived brodie's world is a story I wrote about my son... I never tried to change my children (couldnt find any decent ones to swap them with) nor make them fit the worlds boxes
Family court, department child safety and so on are always testing me to see if they can come up with something to label me with but it seems I just don't fit their boxes as soon as they think they have me PEGged I just jump out of that box and into another. my old tagline at myspace was Mayet Pickled fried and boiled and my website line from itsockstobeme.com was the world viewed through the eyes of a creative eccentric genius
my site blurb says this

I feel I was given a gift of Logos, the word and I have been gven the ability to be able to share that gift with others. I am unconventional and free spirited and my view on life is open and curious. I love to explore and to delve deeply. My world evolves and changes, grows and expands and that is reflected in my work which is an extention of my self. It encompasses all and as with me, cannot easily be defined

somethings change and somethings never change one can be Pan and one can be Pandora two views of the same. Mirror Mirror on the wall .......also .. I see now I needed a spelling checker back then

I may be getting older but I will never grow up 🙂 Yes Shiva me me me but I was asked a question I responded and I realised a few things while I did .. another oh wow moment for Mayet etc.. that is I
now stop trying to scare me Im not afraid of man nor beast .. the unknown however .. it's no wonder I always wanted to know everything... what was that line the only thing to fear is fear itself?

a few more veils off still not fully there yet But I know a heap more and no wonder i don't want to leave Earth...
ps my little tefnut goat didn't have hairy buttocks she was too cute

dont worry about getting mad at me.. Im mad enough for all of you Insane even.. awesome word In Sane not outsane

off to cure sleepiness and doing some reading about giants and cronus's and Saturn'skirts and flutes ha jethro tull put me to sleep too much hashish..
and also pondering mercury almalgam fillings ... oh crap I suppose I better do this one last client job too.. and also while I do that I can ponder Tigers comment as always ...

and a footnote of meaning and thoughts on this auspicious occasion oh crumbs now I am pondering auspicious suspicious ..hmmm need more picious words Ill find them

Suicide moth
with the brains of a doth
you are banging away at the screen
It is night time outside
and it's a full lunar tide
Whether you'll live remains to be seen

the rain's pouring down
on your face like a clown
makes you look like an eerie dark green
I peer at your face
right out there in space
and wonder why nature is harsh and so mean

you're banging away
with wings beating in fray
to the light you seem to be keen
why don't you give up
There is glass is in the cup
the knowledge of which surely you glean

but seemingly not
you don't seem to stop
that banging away at the screen
I bid you goodnight
and close blinds out of sight
of that light from which your life is so lean

you would think you would learn
light also can burn
and charcoal can tarnish the sheen

hmm my own work makes me ponder ....

which reminds me .. thanks for reminding me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8AWFf7EAc4

bittersweet

I was pretty mean to cancerman I just didn't know...

ok now I know most does cancerman know ?
and what can be done about piscesman's current he bought in to suppress the world ?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b-7c4VNGOgU

“shutting your mouth is only half the problem”
https://youtu.be/Nkh5y4R_RD0

🙂 only half dear.. ?? I will view that now and everything else over the next day. That arrest might be imminent. I just emailed the government and told them I am stepping away from their game and not playing anymore. I am not going on one of piscesmans trains for four hours and then to that town overnight to get all sick again.

I realise I cannot beat piscesman's green light from the government to do what he wants. I can't win I know that. This is one where lies did beat truth.

I keep getting my head slapped with oh my god I didn't realise. Its all about this....piscesman worked for government and he downloaded the data at Parkes for Nasa on giotto ... and oh a co incidence.. not ... that was when my Krystal was conceived after I had just viewed the comet.

I never loved piscesman but he used a red current on me.. I saw it.. felt nice too at the time, it worked I guess but it was a lie. article pii???

https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/0094576588900720

see double head slap .. 1993 ... that was when I showed those guys the mayet system and then it got published as an electromagnetic field.

what did they take from titan?

csiro In the 1980s the Parkes telescope was used to receive signals from NASA's Voyager 2 spacecraft and the European Space Agency's Giotto spacecraft, and in the 1990s it supported NASA's Galileo mission to Jupiter.
In the 2000s it tracked various spacecraft at Mars, and in 2005 Parkes was used in an experiment to directly receive signals from the European Space Agency's Huygens spaceprobe as it descended through the atmosphere of Saturn's largest moon, Titan.

please guys if something does happen which it likely will could you please keep an eye out on all my kids and make sure they are free to be them... and I don't care ..if I have to sacrifice myself for my kids to be free
so mote it be que sera sera ps

ive told the twins the animals will protect them..

@peg
your writing is getting a little better

thanks 🙂 I finished with my last client job today. Spoke to a guy yesterday about taking over my clients which is great I can now concentrate on my work for the universe so to speak. I still feel very sad and probably always will.. It's that heart I can't kill it. It's a lonely old life but I think after my heart heals a bit I will feel better. I don't like people anyway and don't like "having to" be something that is expected of me. I like being the me in me, left right and middle, I just stick the other 42 assessors in the background unless they are needed.

I love having the freedom to just do and not have to do. There is still a ways to go. I love learning and discovering and creating and delving deep

I discovered while I was chasing my ass and swallowing my tail trying to prove to society that I was an ok person the universe had my back. The link you gave me before about the emperor which reminds me that guy was smoking an awesome pipe was that you? Anyway I figure the priestess was always me, the empress was my sister but when she was killed the heirophant was behind her and passed the child down to lady justice (me) in an inverted pentagram/creative force.

but there is a guy on the right hand side behind the shield with his hand over the shield doing something I can't quite make it out I will show you what I mean. so many more things in this to interpret love the little yod and big yod and the earth taurus and venus connection.

I am a very visual person, that is why my business was called Visual Perception photography and Design 🙂 I got the brainwave one day to use my skills to see the story that Aleister was painting not just one card at a time but the stories in layers... and what do you know, he knew that I would do it because it open up new tings. I figured I wasn't given those gifts for nothing. Its a new book opening for me

I found a clue in the empress card The Empress .. if you take a look at the T on the image below you can see its aries which is my keithbeast he always said the hierophant was his card. some awesome symbolization in these two cards together and I haven't even joined the priestess and the emperor to them yet. Love the IM at the top too

what do you know cancerman is on his way over so I will retire for the night 🙂 got to sort things with him so I can go on being that priestess as such in peace

also at this point I think tzaddi is my son .. in his infancy so to speak

it fits this to a T

Excuse me, but what about the OP/OT (RAW)???

yes shiva I guess I posted this in wrong place. I will be more careful.

Brilliant essay but does it really describe how to practically achieve Will or is it just a philosophical debate with himself on the nature of identity?